Monday, September 21, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Hey guys it's been a while since I wrote a few lines on this blog. I am happy to say that things are going very well. Violet is working as a hair stylist, and I applied for my Occupational Therapy license here in New Mexico and got it. I am interviewing at the moment and seeing what my best options are. Here are a few pictures of my Testosterone update and video.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
We are constantly told that we have created an abomination and how dare we change what God made? Well God gave us brains, did he/she not? Provided us with the intelligence to heal ourselves and each other. We on the other hand have chosen to destroy and mock each other, instead of loving each other as he/she intended us to do. Here is a video I made for a Catholic priest who asked me to say how I felt.
Respnse from the soon to be priest:
Thank you so much for putting your thoughts together like that, I promise that I will show it.
I really do hope that you have never fallen victim to any form of bullying or disrespect from anyone, but especially from any Christian ministers.
Human beings can't help to fear what they don't understand, and sometimes people, particulary with people in positions of power, can't cope with that fear and so it turns to hate, it turns to violence and it turns to pain. And that, of course, is wrong.
Thank God for people like you though Mark who are doing your best to enable people to understand the whole issue of gender dysphoria.
Little by little, step by step, hopefully people will come to understand it and come to see it from a transgenders experience.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
You see I believe that women where exposed to androgenic herbicides, pesticides, and by products that masculinesed the brain in a female fetus, causing gender dysphoria. The same chemical weakened the androgenic effects in a boy fetus. Of coarse you will get those naysayer that will condem my words, but the proof is in the pudding. We are growing in numbers. Don't believe me do a search on you tube on trans men, FTM, or transsexual, and see what you will find.
Any way, I feel so passe. Before, I felt kinda of special, but now, I am just one of many. I am also glad that I wrote a book, The Mirror Makes No Sense, made several documentaries, appeared on numerous television shows, and helped educate and set the ground for the young trans generation.
I do have some advice for those who are embarking on their journey, take your time, enjoy the process, be proud of who you are, and don't ever think about stopping your hormones. I made that mistake, and now I am having to go through puberty number 3. Once you stop taking Testosterone, the hair on your body will fall out, I am living proof of that. Oh, and that female shape we so desperately wanted to get rid off, will come back.
Guys, check out my book, you can order it at amazon or directly from the publishers website, I have the links above. Please support my work, even if it's a small donation. Well here are some pictures to show you the progress of my transgression after being off T for a year.
Blessings to all
Friday, February 20, 2009
Being off T for a year created many changes on my physique, changes I was not happy with. I lost the majority of my body hair, muscles and I had lost me.
People are not aware of the importance of hormones, they are everything and I can honestly say they are. I had lost my sex drive and my appetite for life, I don't know what I was thinking. Well any how I feel like I am going through yet another puberty stage. I am starting to get the pimples and everything that comes along with it. I guess I would safely say that I am the first person or one of few who has had three puberty stages in their life.
I am happy that my sex drive is back, my muscles and most of all me. Balance is a beautiful thing.
I plan to put on lots of muscle and size and this I will accomplish with a solid work out routine, nutritional plan as well as my hormones. So feel free to write me with any questions or concerns: firstname.lastname@example.org
one year off T